Thank you everyone who sent me support messages and understood my intentions. I didn’t want to respond to this subject again, but a good friend of mine thought it’d be better if I made another post to explain myself better. I hate the thought that a stupid sarcastic comment I made hurt people because of someone else’s wrong interpretation of my comments.

I made those comments to racyue because she knows how much I hate mob doujins and I complain a lot about these kind of doujinshi to anyone who knows me (and makoharu), and therefore I knew she would understand what I was talking about. We were all bitter and sad about the writing of this season, and even though I wanted Haru to go pro all along, I was upset about the very sudden switch in his mentality and my comment referred to the writing of his character and not to actual rape.

It is unfortunate I made that stupid comment with both ill timing, not knowing of other dramas about controversial issues as I have not been visiting tumblr regularly for a while except for quick posts, and also because I have been advised not to watch the episode and talked about it only based on what my friends were telling me about it. I was honestly with the mindset that Haru’s tears were sad, thinking of a future without his friends, and I have not not known or seen the screencap until later, so yes, looking at it now it makes me cringe because I’d never had said that if I had seen the screencap and knew what tears they were talking about. My comment was sarcastic because I was upset that not only it was a very sudden switch at the penultimate episode instead of developing it through the season, but also because I was concerned he was going to Australia and leave his friends behind and felt like his bonds with Iwatobi were cast away and meant nothing. This is what I felt when I made that unfortunate comment.

So again, I apologize about making that sarcastic comment. I made it to my friends knowing they understand what I mean. I did not mean to make fun of rape and wasn’t talking about rape and I can’t stand the thought people would think I support something I don’t or take me for a person that would make light of rape. I will definitely mind my words better even when I’m being emotional. It was never my intention to hurt or offend anyone, I was just venting and didn’t think other people would be checking my conversations and misunderstand me.

I’m not a hateful person and I’m not gonna respond to things people have said about me. I’m glad some people understood me and I’m even more glad that my friends understood or at least asked me first before jumping to conclusions. I hope those of you who were offended will understand better the context of my words and accept my apology.

Even though I disliked the season and the writing and that’s why I kept off tumblr for the most part, the end result of the final episode was exactly what I wanted and I’m satisfied with the conclusion, although I still would not buy the dvds.

It is a good time for me to leave the fandom and move on. I only joined tumblr to fangirl makoharu and share the love to begin with, I didn’t think I would have thousands of followers and I never wanted or intended to get dragged into drama and I’m sorry in the end it happened that way.

Anyway, I will always ship makoharu and hope everyone will continue to enjoy this beautiful ship even now that the series has ended.

Thank you for reading and I’m sorry again.  


heal my mh soul


heal my mh soul

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Anonymous said: Hi, could I ask you to provide a quick script of what's being said here: pixv illust_id=45959302? I just really want to know what Mako-chan is telling his kitty friends!


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ES episode 11

[A fight between the married couple because of love!]

A makoharu sight we’ve never seen before!

My heart pounded at this dreadful development…
but makoharu’s bond will deepen even more after overcoming their difficulties, right?

And just a little while left before the third MakoHaru only event!

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cats: nyaaaaan

cat 1: I heard about it earlier, but Mako-chan is apparently very depressed nyan.

cat 2: Whaaat?!

cat 3: Mako-chan?!

cat 4: This is serious nyan!

cat 5: Let’s all go give him a boost nyan!

sfx over Makoto: *gloooom*

Makoto: You see earlier… I ended up fighting with Haru…
But I wanted him to understand… everyone cherishes him… and worried about him… and want him to move forward…

cats: meow meow meow etc

Makoto: Because Haru is important…
Because of that I….
Uuuhh.. I’m sorry. Talking about something like this…

[Town of Iwatobi’s cats gathering day]

*Haru-chan who is wrapped in his blanket*

cats: meooow meooow

Haru: so noisy…
…cat assembly?

*also gloomy…*

Page 3:

Makoto: (HaruHaruHaruHaru ….)
Haru: (MakotoMakotoMakoto….)

*I want to see to see those two’s smiling faces soon*


Makoharu marriage proposal No.XXX ~ Pro swimmer Haru’s version ~

MakoHaru/HaruMako doujinshi clearance + Free! Taito/Lawson kuji & goods (sales post)


Updating my sales post with most recent Free! kuji goods, figures and some more makoharu doujinshi.

For Eren/Levi doujinshi and a couple of Haikyuu!! and Ace no Diamond, please look here.

Prices are in USD and don’t include shipping and PP fees. The final price with shipping and fees will be in JPY. Shipping worldwide from Japan.


The doujinshi and the goods are on first come first served basis by mail only. Please don’t PM me. My mail address will be right under the cut.

My email address is right under the cut.

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Updated my sales post with stuff from the new Pop Candy Taito kuji.. 2 Rin preschool figures already sold, but I still got Rei! Also more goods and more makoharu/harumako doujinshi at the bottom of the post. Please have a look :)

Anonymous said: Hi, I know you're a MakoHaru fan and live in Japan; I really would like to know Japanese MakoHaru fans what they think after yesterday episode, if also them are disappointed, especially for that next episode preview. Thank you in advance.

I honestly don’t follow the fandom. I follow on twitter some of the MH artists, and also looked at the makoharu hashtag, from what I could see everyone wants makoharu to patch things up.. I’ve seen a lot of sad reactions and ppl that want them to be together again and happy… go to Tokyo together. I’ve seen less ppl being angry with the show on twitter (tho there are a few), but I heard they complain about the show a lot on 2ch… so I guess just like us, there’s variety of reactions. 

(Source: fuditika)

[Source: Free!ES episode 9 Talk]

Please support the artist by rating and bookmarking the original work on pixiv. Translated and reposted with permission. Please DO NOT repost without permission of the artist, Maruyon (まるよん).

Note: The artist paid great attention to the nuances in the text by switching between kanji and hiragana. Unfortunately, it’s impossible to convey in English, but I hope the feelings were still conveyed. 

This is such a touching little manga. I think we all feel this is how the night turned out to be. Haru and Makoto should treasure every moment they can still spend together like this. 

Sorry for the lack of summary, I’m pretty bad at this. But finally finished editing chapter 1 of the future fish AU firefighter x chef story I’ve been dying to write (ie Working Husbands AU).

Thanks Racyue for all the nagging encouragement and adorable fanart/makoharu therapy that keeps me going, and Tainted, for the beta and help!


More Future Fish Au !! ~ Omake 1 from this (Firefighter Makoto and Chef Haru’s love story and domestic life)


Jealous -Tsundere- Waifu Haru-chan was so strong part 2

Part 1 here

More like behind the scenes, part 2

Makoharu family moments

They are such great daddies I can’t…

(Source: fallingmeteors, via makoharucentral)


Jealous Waifu Haru-chan was so strong part 1


Part 2 - Future Fish au, or a fireman and a chef’s dream of a married life that became true <3

Part 1 - Future Fish au x High speed! 2

(Source: fangasming, via racyue)